When the tough gets going

i have a big mouth. but the food still gets messed up across my chin up to my cheeks...Ü So what?

What do I think about College? One word: HARD.

I’m sixteen and I’m in college.

I’m too young to face such responsibilities in school!
(But anyway, I know I have to…)

Now, let’s cut out the boring talk.

Tomorrow is our RLE and I find it really HARD (again).

My score in quizzes are below average. (And I mean BELOW)

And for a girl like me, it only means one thing: I’m doomed.

Last semester, I had a WPA of 90 … which is incredible since I was almost screaming my lungs out every time I hear the word anatomy.

I mean, it’s not such a big deal.

It’s just anatomy.

It’s just TFN (Yes, I’m a student nurse)

It’s just…school—

I hated school!

I only love it when I already know a lot (about the subject). Because at the end of the day, what I really want is too excel without putting much effort into it.

I hate leaning. It’s like the whole world is pointing out how little you know.

Sometimes…all I want to do is sleep, watch tv, surf the net, and basically EAT. This is where I pour out all my anxieties—or even forget them.

I know it is wrong…

I know that I have to endure all of this.

Everything, I do, for the sake of earning the praises of my parents..

The smiles of my friends…

And the scent of pride of my High school buddies, proud for having someone like me to be their friend.

But I guess that’s not the issue here.

And I guess I have to start studying now…since we have a quiz tomorrow.

Or maybe I’ll just do that later… J?

*I’m watching the episode 7 of
Toradora now. Yes it’s an anime. I love animes. I don’t see any problem with that. I’m not addicted or anything. This is just ONE series.

HaPPy BirThday!

Naruto and Sasuke are friends. i hope my bestfriendS and i don't end up ruining our beautiful friendship just like them.

it WAS november 14 and the birthday of my bestfriend.

Things in school have been making me all crazy.

I needed to greet her.,

it was 12:41 something..in the morning.

Perfect.

i will greet her first in her special day.

But oops.

once i typed my wishes to her and greetings, i only realized it then that my cellphone has no load.

Even the her website is under maintenance.

So what do i do at times like this?
I wait paitently…she will understand. we’re miles away from each other..

Still.

i had to greet her!
BUT–

i don’t know what happened to me after that.

Maybe i was distracted again..maybe i forgot.. maybe i was too lazy.

Maybe it’s too late.

Belated happy birthday Minorin